Thursday, May 3, 2012

Unglued and Set Free



It was one of the saddest things I have ever seen happen to a little bird and then…a miracle happened. Let me explain.  
I walked into my garage and came upon a poor little bird caught in a glue trap designed to catch insects and rodents. Its legs, belly, wing, head and beak were pinned to a rectangle covered with glue like substance. This substance was so thick and instantly formed a bond to anything it touched. As I watched the bird helplessly struggle to set itself free I remembered how our son had stepped in one of these glue traps recently. Trying to remove it from his shoe was worse than removing gum from hot pavement or someone’s hair. Ultimately, we gave up and we had to throw the shoe away.
How was I going to save this bird? Impossible! I had no idea this trap could be so cruel. Perplexed at what I could do about this impossible situation I watched as the bird tried to free itself , but only managed to cause itself more harm.  Picking  up the panicked sparrow attached to the trap, made me see how hopeless the situation was.   My attempts to set it free on my own were fruitless. My attempts, just panicked the bird and risked injury to it as I could not assert enough pressure on its beak, wings or limbs to pull it away from the glue. And making matters worse my fingers kept getting stuck to the trap.
 Remembering the scripture that says God knows when a sparrow falls to the ground, I prayed to God, “please give me an idea.” I prayed to St Francis, “Please Help God’s little sparrow”.
A moment later it suddenly occurred to me to bring the bird over to the dirt. It was a crazy idea but anything was worth trying. I spread dirt all over the trap and all over the bird, paying special attention to it’s wings and legs. First, I managed to get one leg free. Next its beak and its head were set free. She gave me a little peck but then remained calm. Lastly using the sand to dry the glue, I freed its belly and its other leg. I felt the he little bird calm itself as it remained still in the palms of my hands while I rubbed sand all over its glue ridden belly.  (I did this with the concern that it would try to clean it’s chest feathers and by doing so, accidentally glue its own mouth shut.)
  There I stood gazing at the bird I was holding with amazement at how calm it was and at how the idea I was given had worked. 
 The bird was free from the trap. 
I set it free to fly and watched as it met its mate on a nearby tree branch. In this moment I was reminded how God wants us all to be set free from what binds us. What binds you? Is it fear, guilt, anger…?
 I know I was in a funk that day and when I held that bird and set it free, it was as if God our Father said to me that He holds us in the palm of his hands and we need not struggle so much but trust in his care and his plan. You know sometimes we all can get stuck in a rut or a funk. Sometimes situations can make us feel so trapped and it seems like there is nothing we can do and nowhere to go but, if we can keep faith we will find that God is really in those moments. This little bird showed up on a day when I felt like that about a certain situation.  I felt the Holy Spirit use this bird as a reminder that with prayer and perseverance and maybe even trusting in doing the ridiculous, nothing is impossible with God! I needed to be reminded that God is always with us and that he holds us in the palm of his hands. I hope as you read this it helps to be reminded of the same.
Luke 12 4 “I tell you, my friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can do no more. 5 But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear him who, after your body has been killed, has authority to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him. 6 Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7 Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

The Cross is the Key

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We are children who know our Father loves us. I wish I always acted like a child of God. You know like the apple didn’t fall far from the tree. Sometimes I come to the conclusion that I will never be able to attain any likeness to Christ by way of virtue. That is to say; I often fail at my attempts at it. So then how will I get into heaven? Grace, I know but more than that we all called to be like Jesus. We want the Father to see Jesus when he sees us.
What is the key? “Narrow is the way that leads to eternal life”, our savior once said. And so I imagine, the only way myself and maybe all of us poor human beings will ever attain any likeness to Christ is through our sufferings. And more than that, through our abandonment to the cross that we carry, that will be the key. In our sufferings we become like Christ when we trust in God’s goodness to save us, bring good out it , forgive us and to help us to persevere in it. The Cross is the key to heaven.